a real job.

I think you can call what I do from 8-5 Mon, Wed, & Fri that.
I'm going to be working full time during the summer.

Making bank!

I actually like doing this working in a cubicle thing.
I'm part of the "white collar" class now.

The next thing is wearing professional attire 3 days out of the week.
It was only one when I was working part time.

I just need to manage my money well and pay off my bills on time.

One more step to becoming a responsible adult.

Love.

happiness.

is one way to describe it.
enjoying every moment.
i didn't think i would have anything like this happen to me.


sometimes i don't think i even deserve it.
that's how i know i've always been a little pessimistic.

<3

sometimes.

I wish I was someone else.
In another place.
Another time.

But then I remember.
What it took for me to even come into this world.
All of the circumstances.
It's so much to think about.
Too much.

I am meant to be here.
But why?
What am I supposed to do?

Sometimes I think I know.
I think God might be laughing at me saying,
"You have no idea."

I want to find out!
All I can do is continue to learn, listen & pray.
Maybe I'll get closer to the answer.

Love.

a song for two.

Jorge asked me to be his girlfriend yesterday on Valentine's day
at Cat and the Fiddle while listening to Jazz music,
and of course I accepted.
So cute! =]

This was playing without the lyrics:

Don't get around much anymore

	Kol Haruach Klezmer Band - Don't Get Around Much Anymore
	Found at skreemr.com

then:

my funny valentine

	Bernadette Seacrest and her Provocateurs - My Funny Valentine
	Found at skreemr.com

First one sound's good, but the lyrics are less than preferable. LOL
Second one is cute & funny, but I don't know if it should be "our song."

I think we will find another song that is amazing =]

Love.

feeling.

New feelings.
I've never felt before.

It's amazing!

So real, it's scary!

Makes me feel alive.

I'm happy.

=]

Love.

BEST.

?

EVER!

=]

Love.

running through my head.

I have been reminded of Justin many times in this week!

Sunday: Natalie
Monday: Kiley & Martin
Today: Tatu song playing.

I think that I need to visit him.
He needs people who love him.

He was like a brother to me,
why do I have to think about it so much?

Tatu: All the thing she said, all the things she said, running through my head, running through my head, all the things she said. It is not enough.

Do I really look like one of those girls, or was he just messing with me?

Love.

groundhog's day.

First of all,
I actually really like that movie!

Phil saw his shadow, so we will have winter for another 6 weeks.
But he's only 39% accurate, so should I believe it?
What does winter really mean in southern California?
I guess some more rain.

I'm okay with that.

I wasn't here for the crazy storms, so I'd still like some more rain.

Now if I had to relive a day over & over until I finally got it right,
I would try to kill myself too.

But it's a good lesson.

I just hope that I am living everyday to the fullest.
That I'm doing what I was meant to do.

I think today will end up being a great day.

=]

p.s. Both of my history classes are great. Highlights of my tues/thurs, but I think Biology is going to make this a very long semester!

Love.

happyness.

I think I deserve it.
I've gone through enough already!

I just need to listen to my heart this time.
I can't always rely on my brain to help me.

<3

Love.

p.s. I know it's spelled wrong =]

chronically

single!

Am I too independent minded?
I think I'm ready.
We'll see what happens.

ps.
I <3 She&Him
I wish I could sing like Zooey!
I want to be more like her.
The only celebrity I would try to be like.
LOL

She sings beautifully,
wears the cutest outfits,
and seems very classy!

Love.