realize.

I write things in here that I don't even tell my closest friends.
I am so strange.
What's wrong with me?

I remembered other things I have learned:
Not to have a person in between.
It's happened with every single guy I've "dated" or whatever.
Although it's only been 3 LOL
I don't know why.
But NEVER again!

I can't waste my time anymore.
Potential doesn't mean anything.

I can't expect anything from anyone.
Until they give me reason to do so!
I already learned that,
but for some reason haven't implemented it fully!
Just another reminder I guess.

& I need to listen to Rilo Kiley!
just give a little love to get a little love.
A LITTLE BIT!

I am happy with myself.
Understanding things helps so much!

Love.