I buy too much
and have too much.

stupid society.
makes me feel guilty ...

but not =/

sometimes

i wish i could have an eating disorder ...
or actually want to work out ...
it would be so much easier.

I've been loosing weight,
I hope I get to my goal.

No,
I need to get to my goal.
Before I turn 21.

realizations

SUCK.

Especially when I already knew it.
=/

It seems like every time I want to trust someone
they prove to me that I can't.
Well ...
at least it's before right?

I have to keep reminding myself!
The only one I can count on is:
GOD.

My 1 true love <3
=]

He is always there for me!

Maybe this is His way of reminding me.

p.s. I don't mean that nobody is trustworthy.
There are those few wonderful people in my life.

The President Elect

Is Barack Obama!

I still really can't believe it ...
The last two Presidential elections have been so disappointing that it's sooo much better that we won this time!
Although all of the people who are Republican on facebook/myspace are so fricking annoying!
The world isn't going to end ... it's going to get better ...
And I really feel that Republicans do a great job at separating our country ...
which isn't the point ...
We had to put up with Bush as President for 8 years ...
so stop acting like we're going to die.













And this was the first Presidential Election I could vote in!!!
Although it was like the third time I've voted.

Props:
1A=YES - I don't think we should be spending billions of $s right now ... no matter how cool it sounds.
2=YES - I am happy about this one.
3=YES - I'm impartial.
4=NO - I still don't know how I feel about this one.
5=NO
6=NO
7=NO
8=YES - I'm being pulled by both sides ... but I'm fine with it either way.
9=YES - I don't think this one was even necessary.
10=NO
11=YES - I think this is dumb ... and it only one by a percentage point.
12=YES - This one is good ... so I'm glad it passed.

p.s. I voted for Nader ... but of the two I definitely think Obama can do more good for our country than Mcain could do. If Bush's administration hadn't ruined so much ... the race would have probably been much closer.

The Best Week Ever ...

well for a while at least.

Thursday:
Sailing Class!
Newman Halloween Party!

Friday:
Halloween!
Hang out with Corrine!!!
Speak some Francais.
Do fun Halloweeny things ... haha

Saturday:
Go to Sacred Heart Sister's Camp
get to know the Sacred Heart Sisters

Sunday:
Stay the night
and do some more fun stuff with the
Sacred Heart Sisters

Ecuador

has been fun ...
I can´t wait until tomorrow tho!
Otavalo ...
means a lot of shopping!
yay!!!

Michael Kors

These are my next glasses ...
I just have to figure out
how to find them!!!! haha

my birthday

this year i won't be in the states =[
but i hope i have fun in ecuador!
it better be fun.
but it doesn't really matter that it's away
since it's only 20.
i can't wait until next year!!!
that one has to be awesome!!!

French Festival

Was amazing!
I wish more French speakers lived close by though.
O well ... I will practice in Ecuador for sure!
The entertainment was amazing.
You should definitely check out Jessica Fichot.
If not her then someone who sounds like her [and is super famous] is Carla Bruni.
I love that French music sound.

p.s. Santa Barbara Mission is beautiful!!! It definitely IS the queen of the missions.

=]

a lot like love

is a great movie ...
and has a great soundtrack too!

i want a guy
to sing to me like ashton did for her
and to take pictures with me
and to take pictures of me before we meet
even though its kinda creepy

How deep is Your love?

I just watched a long awaited movie and it was good [Sex and the City] ... It reminded me of a year or so of watching the show at like 11:30pm every night on channel 5 ... I'm in a good place now and it makes me happy! i know what i want and that makes me feel great. You know what else makes me happy? the bird and the bee's cover of the beegees' best song in sex and the city the movie! awesomeness
[= Elisha =]

pretty much awesome.

found this today.

Stuck in a rut

Sudoku is driving me crazy!
[= Elisha =]

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satellite

isn't weird seeing this? it's my house from above ... although you can't zoom in that much ... it's still the weirdest thing about this world. how it's possible to see everything from above. google is crazy ... and i seriously think it will someday take over the world ... technically.

it's finally over?

lent went by sooo fast!
it's pretty weird ...
but i'm glad i went to confession during it!
it was behind the screen thing too ...
never did that before!
easter vigil was the best ever!
Our Lady of the Angels Cathedral in LA ...
it's beautiful!
this is definitely turning into a tradition!

p.s. I am soo excited for SEATTLE
it's going to be awesome hanging with my cousins ...
especially baby Alex! he's the CUTEST EVER!

<3

my philosophy class is awesome!
i get to learn about great thought ...
and some of my Catholic faith!
its a whole bunch of cool things in one!
yay
=]

so true ...

Your Inner European is French!

Smart and sophisticated. You have the best of everything - at least, *you* think so.

Who's Your Inner European?

anyone

catholic
in college
should go to this

it's life changing!
=]

So many Catholics ...

So little time!
Haha
RE Congress is crazy
But i love how everyone here is definitely catholic!
Such a great universal feeling ...
My favorite part of my religion?
Definitely the communion of saints
[= Elisha =]

lent

is a very hard time for me this year.
i actually gave up something that i do all the time.
gossip.
it is horrible ...
but i just always do it.
some people probably hate me because of it.
i'm trying to stop ...
i really am.
there was stupid drama going on and i always give my 2 cents.
i think the real reason i gossip is it's important to me.
what ever i talk about brings out some emotion.

this past weekend i went on a retreat.
it was awesome ... one of the best ones in a long time.
confirmation 1 girls are so much fun!
haha
anyways ...
on saturday night we were playin 4 'F's.
it was good because we got to know each other very well.
when it was my turn i was crying the whole time!
and i am not a cryer.
it was weird, but i think i needed it.
this emotion coming out of me about some friendships i have made me realize the reason i talk about them so much.
it really hurts me that everyone gossips ...
but i just continue to do it!
i think i'm ready to stop.
as well as i can.
i shouldn't have been doing it in the first place.
but i fell and have to get back up!
freddy's talk last night helped with reminding me.

it's like i know i have some amazing friends.
but i'll never let anyone in.
i don't know why.
maybe that's another reason i gossip ...
so people won't get so close to me.
many conclusions in just one blog!
i need to hold on to my promise to Jesus!

side note from kiley who got this from a nun @ steubenville:
sticks and stones may break your bones but gossip kills your soul

Hey mickey!

We found him ...
In front of tha sun at DCA!
[= Elisha =]

double frick

the format is splitting up
they just posted the important announcement yesterday.
this sucks
i missed their last performances in cali
and now i can never see them again!





=[
ughh ...
last day before lent and i won't even enjoy myself.
+ i came to school and both my classes were canceled!

religious

I saw this in a restaurant on saturday.
It's close to my parents office ...
i thought it was kinda cool and really cute.

it seems as though

i have many brothers
one full blood, one half blood
and two not related so far
so many guys remind me of my brother
and it make me treat them like i do with Reuben
it's weird ... but that's how i roll
i wonder how many more are out there.
haha

my baby

is due january 29th
same birthday as my mommy!
even though it was born before
i don't know what i'll name it yet

=]

the last one

i can't believe that i haven't blogged since the END of last semester!
its been like over a month.
well i've been busy socializing
probably the most i've ever done in my life
and i now know why
mankind repeatedly makes me question everything
for instance: why did God give us free will again?
but i guess that's why i've never relied on man.
it's kinda sad but thats just the way it is
it seems as though i have trust problems ...
but i just know that i can't trust man
only HE [God] is perfect!
i just hope this doesn't mess me up in the guy dept.
the thing is that i know that it does
i never let anyone in
or people don't want to let me in
so it kinda goes both ways

i think i think wayyy too much
but i guess it's a good thing
that's why i don't make many mistakes
=]

maybe something about me repels guys
especially the awesome kinds that i could marry