Thursday, May 14, 2009

WEIRD.

that is probably the best word to describe me!
it depicts my whole life and personality.
although i do and own some main stream things ...
i am mostly ... weird!

i usually don't even match anyone i'm around!
[either in style or colors worn]

but i definitely like it ...
i don't know how i got this way!

haha

yes, that's about it!

love.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

new feelings?

I know I am very immature in some areas that other people my age aren't.
It doesn't matter, I like it!


I am so innocent, especially when it comes to guys.
But it's refreshing.
Having feelings like this when you are older makes it so much more real.

Just letting a guy touch me other than a hug is a big deal to me.
I know what I'm worth, and I don't even know how I learned it really.
I just have to figure that out to teach my kin in the future.


One thing I have learned so far?
1. Don't get your hopes up, it's not worth it in the long run.

Another?
2. Honesty IS the best policy! It's so much easier that way.

Good feelings?
3. Holding hands is awesome, especially how natural it feels.

I need to write all the things I like and don't from now on.
I am still vague, I hope not many read this.

=]

love.