chronically

single!

Am I too independent minded?
I think I'm ready.
We'll see what happens.

ps.
I <3 She&Him
I wish I could sing like Zooey!
I want to be more like her.
The only celebrity I would try to be like.
LOL

She sings beautifully,
wears the cutest outfits,
and seems very classy!

Love.

realize.

I write things in here that I don't even tell my closest friends.
I am so strange.
What's wrong with me?

I remembered other things I have learned:
Not to have a person in between.
It's happened with every single guy I've "dated" or whatever.
Although it's only been 3 LOL
I don't know why.
But NEVER again!

I can't waste my time anymore.
Potential doesn't mean anything.

I can't expect anything from anyone.
Until they give me reason to do so!
I already learned that,
but for some reason haven't implemented it fully!
Just another reminder I guess.

& I need to listen to Rilo Kiley!
just give a little love to get a little love.
A LITTLE BIT!

I am happy with myself.
Understanding things helps so much!

Love.

official...

...ly over.

How did I know what he was going to say?

I get over things so easily, it kinda scares me.
Like there is something wrong with me.
I feel like I'm kinda mean too.
I hope not!

I learned a lot.
More about myself & what I need.
What I want from a relationship,
from a man who wants me in his life.
Who wants to be apart of mine.

I just hope I'm enough for someone to want that.
To want me.
Is that bad?
I hope not.

love.

I don't get it.

I thought I was sure.
I guess I don't really know him, still.
Isn't it supposed to be easy?
We have to talk, which is kind of ridiculous.
Ughh I don't like doing that.
I feel like such an annoying & desperate girl.
But that is so not me!
I am like a guy when it comes to stuff like this.
Oh well.
I just have to wait & see.

I'm not so sure anymore.

Love.