sometimes.

I wish I was someone else.
In another place.
Another time.

But then I remember.
What it took for me to even come into this world.
All of the circumstances.
It's so much to think about.
Too much.

I am meant to be here.
But why?
What am I supposed to do?

Sometimes I think I know.
I think God might be laughing at me saying,
"You have no idea."

I want to find out!
All I can do is continue to learn, listen & pray.
Maybe I'll get closer to the answer.

Love.