lost.

dear world, why is it so hard to be living here? i know it's much easier than other places in the world, but it seems like i just don't fit here. i don't know why i am so sad about it. i'm so unperfect. so many aspects of my life are wrong. i don't know how to be ok with it. how am i going to make it in this life? i am ill prepared for the real world. i don't understand how to manage money, and i'm so unorganized. i want to be better in life, but i just don't really believe in myself right now. i hope it changes. sorry for being so negative. goodnight. love.