the results.

ughh.
the cute train guy
didn't do anything

why is it that all guys do
is look at girls

there should be a rule
that you can't look at a girl
if you aren't going to talk to her!

gosh ..
if only

so next time i see him i'm going to
have to go sit next to him?

whatever.

i'll do it.
just because i have a
weird crush

i don't even know his name.

we'll just call him: ctg.

what if those were his initials.
wierd.

on the way home.

So ...
I finally saw the cute train guy ...
waiting for the bus.
and now he's waiting for the train ...
but I don't want to like talk to him first!

I really think he wants to talk to me ...
we'll see what happens on the train I guess.

This guy asked him something in spanish ...
and he speaks or understands it!

I don't know why that makes me happy.
I guess finding anything out about him does.

He is seriously perfect looking ...
and I like his style
which is a big plus.

I'll make another post if anything happens.

new video post. and camcorder.

hope you liked it.
www.youtube.com/loveyamuchqt

Positive Action!

so...
i made a new video.
finally.



@SHS Fashion Show.

What is in?

So...
Today I was just sitting at my kiosk ... working...
Okay, I was online.

And these two girls come up.
It seemed as though one of them wanted to ask me something but she didn't.
So I just kept 'working'.

Then one of them finally came up to me.
She was like...
'We're in fashion school and we're doing a project on what's in/out,
can we take some pictures of your sunglasses?'

And of course I said it was okay.

They were done and they came up to me and asked if they could take a picture of me.
So I stood up and one of them was like, 'Omg, her shoes are cute take a picture!'
Then they took a picture of me.

So...
I guess I'm in.
haha.
I never would have thought!

Probably the most random experience at work!

Seeing People

The thing that is really weird about my school is seeing people who I used to talk to, and haven't seen in a really long time.
For instance, this girl named Ashlyn from Kindergarten.
Waiting for the bus to come.
And right now, Chris.
My friends ex-boyfriend.
Wow.

It feels really weird.

btw. I didn't see cute train guy this morning :[

hob anaheim

was good at first.
but then it sucked when stupid moving units started.
i really don't like them anymore.
but the willowz are awesome.
check them out on the eternal sunshine soundtrack.

people that are stupid and push little people down suck.
mostly guys too.

last night killed hob for me.
i'm NEVER going back to that shit again.
at least the security guards were nice.

it really IS the house of bitchezz.

from now on i'm only going to nice people's [bands] showzz.

Reality.

It takes forever to really hit me.

Even when I know something is so true.

I understand and comprehend it.

But it's so unimaginable that I can't believe it really happened.

I learned of something on Monday.

Of which I can't say anything about.

Which is always hard for me.

But I can't even imagine anything like it happening.

It still hasn't quite hit me.

Reality is hard.

Ugghh.

Coachella List Alphabetized.

AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!
anathallo is on this list which therefore means i need to be there!!!
i am sooo excited!
this is going to be the best ever...


!!!
Air
Erol Alkan
Lily Allen
Anathallo
The Arcade Fire
Arctic Monkeys
The Avett Brothers
Benny Benassi
Andrew Bird
Bjork
The Black Keys
Blonde Redhead
Bojones
Brazilian Girls
Brother Ali
Busdriver
Manu Chao
Circa Survive
Jarvis Cocker
Coco Rosie
Comedians Of Comedy
Cornelius
The Coup
The Cribs
Crowded House
CSS
The Decemberists
Digitalism
DJ Heather
DJ Shadow
Roky Erickson And The Explosives
Evil Nine
Explosions In The Sky
Fair To Midland
Faithless
The Feeling
Felix Da Housecat
Lupe Fiasco
The Fields
Fountains Of Wayne
The Frames
The Fratellis
Ghostface Killah
Girl Talk
Gogol Bordello
Jose Gonzales
The Good, The Bad And The Queen
Gotan Project
Grizzly Bear
Happy Mondays
Richie Hawtin
Hot Chip
Infected Mushroom
Interpol
The Kooks
Jack's Mannequin
Junior Boys
Justice
Kaiser Chiefs
Kings Of Leon
Klaxons
Kokono No. 1
LCD Soundsystem
Amos Lee
Stephen Marley feat Jr. Gong
Mika
MSTRKRFT
Willie Nelson
New Pornographers
Nickel Creek
Nightwatchman
The Noisettes
Of Montreal
Ozomatli
Peaches
Peeping Tom
Peter, Bjorn & John
Pharaohe Monche
Placebo
Pop Levi
Rage Against The Machine
The Rapture
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Mike Relm
Damien Rice
Rodrigo Y Gabriela
The Roots
Satellite Party
Silversun Pickups
Sonic Youth
Soulwax
Spank Rock
Sparklehorse
Regina Spektor
Tapes 'n Tapes
Tiesto
Tilly And The Wall
Tokyo Police Club
Travis
Paul Van Dyk
Julieta Venegas
VNV Nation
Rufus Wainwright
We Are Scientists
Gillian Welch
Amy Winehouse
Yeva

the new year with coachella.

so it's been a looong while!
i've been writing in my new journal that i made instead.
it's soo cute! and private.






i've been looking up new shows that i could go to but come up with nothing!
but i know that i really want to go to coachella this year!
and camp and everything.
it's going to be so fun!
i've been researching it and everything.
the tickets aren't on sale yet ... but as soon as they are i will buy.
i have to start saving right away!
the bummer is that no camcorders are allowed in the venue but it's okay on the campground.
well i just need to find a group of friends (18+) that want to go with me!
i can't wait!

this friday and saturday are going to be fun.
friday-fashion show @ shs w/positive action
saturday-maya's sweet sixteen
sunday-smmooth fun too!

i made a new youtube vid.
veggie fest.