i want ...

my lip ring back!
and i have to get a tattoo by the end of the year ...
im just not sure what to get!!!
i mean i have a whole bunch of ideas
but i dont know which one to get right now and where!
ill post it when i get one!

i need to ...

make a change ...
with my hair!
my mom wants me to dye the old bleach parts back to my real color.
but i'm really not sure!
it's hard to choose ...
but i do think i want a drastic change
shorter but not short.
with diff color
and little bit diff cut!

i'm such a ...

hippie ...
today was fun ...

There were some army guys/recruiters repelling from MH[Macarthy Hall],
so my friend Adriana and I made some signs and stood next to them.
Just spreading the PEACE!!!
haha

I've never done that before but it was so cool just making a statement.
Some people acknowledged us and were nice ...
others were saying stupid stuff ... but it's ok.

I can't continue to sit around and not do anything
about a war that I don't agree with!

BTW:
I totally respect our troops that are out there;
and that's why I want them back home!
They shouldn't have to die or kill innocent people anymore.

erratic

if anyone asked me to define my life in one word...
it would have to be with the word: erratic.
i can change anything about my life and it would be okay.
i chronically want change and i am happy with it.
i've changed somethings recently and it makes me feel better.
that is probably why i've never really had a best friend.
or a real relationship with a guy.
i am not some one that needs to be fixed.
just one that needs to be appreciated, accepted
for who I am.

and now I'm late for class.

crooked teeth.

for some reason i really love this picture of my teeth x-rays.



and i've recently realized A LOT!!!
It makes me very happy =]

I love learning...

but man ...
school can be so boring sometimes!
Its okay tho;
because today is going to be awesome!
I'm so excited;
UCLA --> The Klaxons
yay!

last night

was definitely worth the wait.
can't wait for more though.

humility.

This past week I have learned a lot about being a humble person.
I can't recall at the moment of any huge time when I had a humbling experience,
but I have paid a lot of attention at church and have been able to practice it.
There is nobody in this world that I am above or below,
and I hope I act like that all of my life.
Last Sunday the Scriptures were all about humility and how to use it.
Jesus said to invite the poor and crippled to your feast,
because they can't pay you back.
Doing this will take you up to His Kingdom.
If you invite your friends and family,
they will end up inviting you to something later.

Today I finally met the homeless person I always see close to my house.
His name is Steve, and he lives under a tree.
He looks really young, and that's what make me so sad.
He is such a nice, and humble person himself.
I can see so much of Jesus inside of him.
After talking to him for a minute he offered me some of his lunch.
All I can think is that he has to be a good person.
I hope to see him tomorrow and talk to him some more.
[I could barely hear him today.]
It is hard for me to try and get to know a homeless person.
But I think it is something I have to do right now to grow.
I have grown so much in so many other ways,
and I think I need to prove to myself
that I can practice what Jesus has taught me.

no more

lip ring ...
as of today.
i'm kinda sad ...
but i'm happy to have an
almost normal lip back again ...

BEST NIGHT EVER!!!

dang ...
moving units was so awesome!
we all got to the front ...
robert touched blake's hand ...
brett got a water ...
then a beer from blake ...
it felt like slow motion.

omg ...
best concert i've ever been to ...
and i turned nineteen!