the last one

i can't believe that i haven't blogged since the END of last semester!
its been like over a month.
well i've been busy socializing
probably the most i've ever done in my life
and i now know why
mankind repeatedly makes me question everything
for instance: why did God give us free will again?
but i guess that's why i've never relied on man.
it's kinda sad but thats just the way it is
it seems as though i have trust problems ...
but i just know that i can't trust man
only HE [God] is perfect!
i just hope this doesn't mess me up in the guy dept.
the thing is that i know that it does
i never let anyone in
or people don't want to let me in
so it kinda goes both ways

i think i think wayyy too much
but i guess it's a good thing
that's why i don't make many mistakes
=]

maybe something about me repels guys
especially the awesome kinds that i could marry

memorization

L'HOMME QUI TE RESSEMBLE

J'ai frappé à ta porte
J'ai frappé à ton cœur
Pour avoir un bon lit
Pour avoir un bon feu
Pourquoi me repousser ?
Ouvre-moi, mon frère !

Pourquoi me demander
Si je suis d'Afrique
Si je suis d'Amérique
Si je suis d'Asie
Si je suis d'Europe?
Ouvre-moi, mon frère !

Pourquoi me demander
La longueur de mon nez
L'épaisseur de mes lèvres
La couleur de ma peau
Et le nom de mes dieux ?
Ouvre-moi, mon frère !

Je ne suis pas un noir
Je ne suis pas un rouge
Je ne suis pas un jaune,
Je ne suis pas un blanc.
Mais je ne suis qu'un homme,
Ouvre-moi, mon frère !

Ouvre-moi ta porte
Ouvre-moi ton cœur
Car je suis un homme
L'homme de tous les temps,
L'homme de tous les cieux,
L'homme qui te ressemble !

de René Philombe

i am earth dragon

Jan 23, 1928 to Feb 9, 1929
Feb 17, 1988 to Feb 5, 1989

Dragon people are the most eccentric in the Chinese Zodiac. Soaring high into the serene heavens, they can be stubborn, passionate, excitable, honest, and brave, wear purple and walk barefoot in public fountains. They listen to their own drummer, thank you very much, while the rest of the world stands in amazement. People always admire their individuality and feisty personality. Dragons are capable of doing great work for mankind and they inspire trust in almost everyone. The Dragon symbolizes life and growth and is said to bring the five blessings: harmony, virtue, riches, fulfillment and longevity.

f you make friends with the Earth Dragon, you have a friend for life! Friendship is a big-time commitment which they show through uncommon kindness, caring, and giving spirit. When youngsters, Earth Dragons are valued by their teachers and playmates and when older, by their superiors, colleagues, and social circle. It's no wonder! Hardworking and talented, these well-rounded Dragons have a lively imagination which transforms the atmosphere. They are able to do many things well and receive many accolades during their very successful careers and good money to boot. These Dragons are wildly impulsive in money matters. If they see it, they buy it. When they buy it, it's out of sight out of mind, forgotten in the toy box. Not too late to change these wasteful spending habits, you know! Like most Dragons, those of the Earth don't like to rush Love. They like doing what comes naturally, steady rhythm, beginning from friendship and igniting into the exhilaration of falling in love when it's time. Earth Dragons want long-lasting relationships, not tumbling tumble weeds. After the male dragon has gotten over his playboy stage, he is the biggest convert of all to the joys of the everlasting Relationship.

source=http://www.tuvy.com/entertainment/horoscope/earth_dragon.htm

aunt elisha?

I've pretty much just realized that I'm an aunt to two kids in this world!
Dakota is such an amazing boy and I am so happy that I got to meet him this summer!
He can be a little out there ... but I bet I was way weird when I was 6!
haha
I just need to meet Taylor!
He must be so cute ...

Speaking of family ...
My cousin, his wife and baby Alex are coming for New Years!
I am soo excited!
It's like I've grown up with no family except my Grandma.
I have met my cousins and uncles and aunts ...
but they never keep in touch
and it seems like they don't care ...

I don't want to be that way ...
so I'm going to start writing to my nephew!
Too bad they're in Oklahoma =[
Hopefully they will come back soon tho!

Peace & <33

i want ...

my lip ring back!
and i have to get a tattoo by the end of the year ...
im just not sure what to get!!!
i mean i have a whole bunch of ideas
but i dont know which one to get right now and where!
ill post it when i get one!

i need to ...

make a change ...
with my hair!
my mom wants me to dye the old bleach parts back to my real color.
but i'm really not sure!
it's hard to choose ...
but i do think i want a drastic change
shorter but not short.
with diff color
and little bit diff cut!

i'm such a ...

hippie ...
today was fun ...

There were some army guys/recruiters repelling from MH[Macarthy Hall],
so my friend Adriana and I made some signs and stood next to them.
Just spreading the PEACE!!!
haha

I've never done that before but it was so cool just making a statement.
Some people acknowledged us and were nice ...
others were saying stupid stuff ... but it's ok.

I can't continue to sit around and not do anything
about a war that I don't agree with!

BTW:
I totally respect our troops that are out there;
and that's why I want them back home!
They shouldn't have to die or kill innocent people anymore.

erratic

if anyone asked me to define my life in one word...
it would have to be with the word: erratic.
i can change anything about my life and it would be okay.
i chronically want change and i am happy with it.
i've changed somethings recently and it makes me feel better.
that is probably why i've never really had a best friend.
or a real relationship with a guy.
i am not some one that needs to be fixed.
just one that needs to be appreciated, accepted
for who I am.

and now I'm late for class.

crooked teeth.

for some reason i really love this picture of my teeth x-rays.



and i've recently realized A LOT!!!
It makes me very happy =]

I love learning...

but man ...
school can be so boring sometimes!
Its okay tho;
because today is going to be awesome!
I'm so excited;
UCLA --> The Klaxons
yay!