new schedule ...
yess!!!

i wish

that everyone in the world could just be equal
not the same
but treated equally
like humans
will it ever be possible?

btw. I really want to watch Across the Universe.
Comes out September 28 =[ boo

just a thought

TEXAS - day two

woke up late ...
at about noon ...
thought i had to be in comp... oops not the song

watched some degrassi and
i love new york most of the day

ate dinner ...
then went bowling
which was fun

came back home
and worked a TON on my
myspace ...
so you should check it out ..
and comment/or whatever!

Flight with Shawn White.

Texas Trip - Day One

The first flight to Denver was pretty cool ...
My brother saw this guy that looked like Shawn White ...
but I didn't think it was him so we didn't say anything to him.
Then when the flight was over...
someone over the speaker said that there was someone waiting for Shawn White.

So we flied in an airplane with Shawn White ....
I guess the American Express commercial IS true!
haha

Now we're in Texas and it's really humid and kinda hot ....
but the trip should be fun ...
I'll be updating!

Much Love!!!

Cavil at Rest and Four Eyed Monsters

Check this band out because they are AMAZING!!!

and watch this movie!!!

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i have wanted to do this for a long time!

so yesterday i got my lip pierced!
i stopped at this tattoo/piercing shop in fullerton
i had seen it many times before ...
and asked how much it would be.

they told me and i wasn't sure i wanted to pay that much.
they asked me if i wanted to do it ...
so i just did.
i had wanted it for sooo long!
finally.

the reason i did it by myself is because ...
i didn't want my mom to say that i was influenced
by a friend....
i did it on my own!

very happy!

i need ...

some random excitement in my life.
spontaneity.

i can't wait until arise!!!

and either florida or texas.
hmmm....
still can't decide!

and nyyyyy!!!

I couldn't believe it.

I saw this video last night, and it made me so mad.
It reminds me of the walk outs in the sixties.
And all this time I thought things were getting better.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UFdNkXJMH9A

hateful people

just continue to try to make you look bad.
i really don't care.
i'm soooo dgaf right now.

it makes me numb just to think of what i could have done differently.
should have never got involved.
but it's too late now ... and at least i got some more trust issues out of it.
i don't know if i can even trust anyone ... i pick the wrong people.
but i am so over it ... i just needed all of the negative out of my life,
and it's finally out.
to come back NEVER again.
I thank the Lord.

it isn't hard for me to see the glass half full,
even now.
i need to surround myself with people like me,
who love life and people.
not want to make themselves look good, and are in it just for that.
i can't associate myself with that kind of shit.
no more stupid games for me.

I need time to heal me.
I have already forgiven ... but I will never forget.
and NEVER go back down that road.
NEVER.

p.s. it's still sad to think that some people will continue to think they are the victim, when it's just that they are so fucked up in their head ... that they don't know what it even means anymore. everyone should seek professional help. maybe the time is now. i know i'm sane after seeing a therapist, you should still wonder.