WEIRD.

that is probably the best word to describe me!
it depicts my whole life and personality.
although i do and own some main stream things ...
i am mostly ... weird!

i usually don't even match anyone i'm around!
[either in style or colors worn]

but i definitely like it ...
i don't know how i got this way!

haha

yes, that's about it!

love.

new feelings?

I know I am very immature in some areas that other people my age aren't.
It doesn't matter, I like it!


I am so innocent, especially when it comes to guys.
But it's refreshing.
Having feelings like this when you are older makes it so much more real.

Just letting a guy touch me other than a hug is a big deal to me.
I know what I'm worth, and I don't even know how I learned it really.
I just have to figure that out to teach my kin in the future.


One thing I have learned so far?
1. Don't get your hopes up, it's not worth it in the long run.

Another?
2. Honesty IS the best policy! It's so much easier that way.

Good feelings?
3. Holding hands is awesome, especially how natural it feels.

I need to write all the things I like and don't from now on.
I am still vague, I hope not many read this.

=]

love.

Last night.

April 25th, 2009

Wow, very eventful!
Who would have known?

I think Kiley knew what was going to happen.

I don't have many words for the night.
From now on, I'm open.

Definitely one for the books.

love.

personality

I am an ESTP.
I'm a Doer.

I think it is very accurate ...
not 100%, but at least 80%

I am a kid at heart,
and I think I will always be that way.

I love it!

The funny part is that I look really young too!
But I do think I am mature enough for my age too.

I'm excited for things to come
", <---- supposed to be a new smiley face i made up! lol

love.

disneylandia

last night was super fun ...
Andrew's birthday at disneyland!

I am very glad that I went.

The most fun was the last ride.
Indiana Jones.
& we went on it twice in a row.

& the cute guy that worked there said hello.
haha

I want to go back and say hi again soon.

=]

love.

too good to be true?

always.
no ...
that was a lie.

There is a five dollar bill out there.
I just have to wait for it!
How long???

I just don't have the patience!

Actually it's a problem I have noticed lately.
God is definitely testing it.
Ughh ...
Why does that have to be the virtue to test???

Why can't it just be easier?

I guess it is better this way.
More time for EVERYTHING else!















OK.

OFFICIALLY over it.
=]

I guess that's the good thing about me.
It doesn't take long with some things!
Plus, it's definitely not worth it!

Weird.
I can find the good and bad in almost everything.
Another power?
maybe!

love.

LENT!!!

Ok so ...
This is definitely the best lent I have ever experienced!
I remember the talk Mark Hart gave at RE Congress ..
He talked about his friend who is making this Lent like it is his last 40 days to live.
I really think I am doing that.
I have had so many great conversations and experiences.
I feel a conversion of my heart.
I just wish other people I know could go through this with me too!
There are a few though.
And I think God has sent them to me for this reason!

Oh my goodness!!!
It's soooo exciting.
I just want to spread the light of the Lord!

=]
love.

reading blogs.

I have started really appreciating reading people's blogs lately.
Yesterday I read Ki's blog #27 and it made me realize a lot!

[more later]

san fransisco

is awesome!

I went over the weekend with Amy and Kiley to visit Barbara.
We took the Greyhound bus!
Which was definitely interesting!
I will post pictures of our trip later!

well ...

I'm really proud of myself for going on this everyday.
Although I really need to finish my post about last week!!!
I will do that tonight probably!