love, love, love

the color of my blog now!

It looks way more prep ...
which is always awesome ... lol

I made a mission statement in my leadership class yesterday.
When I get it back ... I will need to put it up!

I went out to the Brea Mall with Kiley today which was so fun!
It had been 6 days since I had seen her!
Weird.

I got a back rub in Aveda which was wonderful!!!
I smell REALLY good now
=]

love

being myself.

I am comfortable with who I am.
It makes me happy, but it bugs me that people don't notice.

I usually feel like an outcast, even with my friends.
They don't listen to me. At least barely ever.
I have always been different, so I shouldn't expect anything else.
It is just very frustrating.
The closest to culture I have is the Catholic church.
And I still don't feel that close to the people.

Maybe it's my fault for saying things in a weird way or something.
I am the strangest person I know, and I don't think that anyone can understand me.
Hopefully someone does someday, and that it's a boy so I can marry him.

Everyone always tells me how innocent I am.
Or how young I act.
But I don't think they know me.

I strive to be child-like.
For the Lord, and my in my everyday life.
I love how children can express themselves and live in the moment.
I hope I can someday achieve that.

But at the same time, I don't think I am very innocent.
I know a lot about this world, and I think I am wise.
Well ... someone told me that once, and I think it's true.

I see our world in a different perspective.
I learn from other people's mistakes.
I live my life the way I see fit.
I have seen a lot of hurt and brokenness,
and I make choices in my life to avoid the worst.
Maybe I am too cautious, but I have to protect myself.

It takes me too long to forgive.
But I never forget.

I do regret things I have done in my life,
but without them I wouldn't be me.

I dress the way I do because I like it.
If I think it is cute, then I will wear it.
Not because I want others to like it.

I like being unique,
but sometimes I hate being different.

I am not simple.

Part of me is the society I live in,
but I'm not very much like it.

I am the weirdest person you will ever meet.

Loved Toy Story Mania!

It was really fun!
=]
I'm on the left side!

I buy too much
and have too much.

stupid society.
makes me feel guilty ...

but not =/

sometimes

i wish i could have an eating disorder ...
or actually want to work out ...
it would be so much easier.

I've been loosing weight,
I hope I get to my goal.

No,
I need to get to my goal.
Before I turn 21.

realizations

SUCK.

Especially when I already knew it.
=/

It seems like every time I want to trust someone
they prove to me that I can't.
Well ...
at least it's before right?

I have to keep reminding myself!
The only one I can count on is:
GOD.

My 1 true love <3
=]

He is always there for me!

Maybe this is His way of reminding me.

p.s. I don't mean that nobody is trustworthy.
There are those few wonderful people in my life.

The President Elect

Is Barack Obama!

I still really can't believe it ...
The last two Presidential elections have been so disappointing that it's sooo much better that we won this time!
Although all of the people who are Republican on facebook/myspace are so fricking annoying!
The world isn't going to end ... it's going to get better ...
And I really feel that Republicans do a great job at separating our country ...
which isn't the point ...
We had to put up with Bush as President for 8 years ...
so stop acting like we're going to die.













And this was the first Presidential Election I could vote in!!!
Although it was like the third time I've voted.

Props:
1A=YES - I don't think we should be spending billions of $s right now ... no matter how cool it sounds.
2=YES - I am happy about this one.
3=YES - I'm impartial.
4=NO - I still don't know how I feel about this one.
5=NO
6=NO
7=NO
8=YES - I'm being pulled by both sides ... but I'm fine with it either way.
9=YES - I don't think this one was even necessary.
10=NO
11=YES - I think this is dumb ... and it only one by a percentage point.
12=YES - This one is good ... so I'm glad it passed.

p.s. I voted for Nader ... but of the two I definitely think Obama can do more good for our country than Mcain could do. If Bush's administration hadn't ruined so much ... the race would have probably been much closer.

The Best Week Ever ...

well for a while at least.

Thursday:
Sailing Class!
Newman Halloween Party!

Friday:
Halloween!
Hang out with Corrine!!!
Speak some Francais.
Do fun Halloweeny things ... haha

Saturday:
Go to Sacred Heart Sister's Camp
get to know the Sacred Heart Sisters

Sunday:
Stay the night
and do some more fun stuff with the
Sacred Heart Sisters

Ecuador

has been fun ...
I can´t wait until tomorrow tho!
Otavalo ...
means a lot of shopping!
yay!!!

Michael Kors

These are my next glasses ...
I just have to figure out
how to find them!!!! haha