complaints.

my back hurts.
and it is bugging me all the time!

I don't even know why either!!

ughh

i just hope that something happens this weekend makes me super happy
=]

since Benoit is leaving I'm going to be sad

&& I have been becoming more & more sad that Kiley isn't here

dans ma vie

=[

i just don't want to get all frustrated & start crying or something soon.

that's why i need some exciting things to happen!!

haha

Love.

anthropologie.

that store is so amazing!

it makes me want to be a rich stay at home mom!

I will just take the stay at home mom ...
but if I could shop at Anthropologie
I would have soo much fun!!

=]

also ...
I decided I want 3 or 4 kids.

p.s.
School is going good ...
still not sure what I'm going to do about my major!!

that's all for now!

Love.

best week ever.

I think that show is awesome ...
so i want to do something like it about my life every week!

This week has already been the best back to school week ever ...
and it's not over yet!!

I live in an apartment with the best roommates ever!
& i have awesome friends ...
what more can i ask for??

Monday I was at St. Paul's all day working on Confirmation stuff ...
then went to Jorge's newly opened bar to hang out with some friends!
I had a martini, pina colada, and black russian.

Tuesday was my first day of class which went very well!
One of my classes was canceled for the day so i got a nice break.
I took a yoga class at the rec center.
I now know that I need to start exercising a lot more!
My favorite class was definitely Rock Climbing!!
Then at night I got to go to Disneyland with Amy, Sisco & Ricky.

Wednesday I went to watch Chelsea Lately with Amy & Ana!!
Brody Stevens was the warm-up comedian [he was in The Hangover]
Kevin Nealon from Weeds was the guest.
It was a lot of fun!!
Then we went to the 3rd street promenade in Santa Monica.
I was soo exhausted by the end of the day.

Thursday is the longest day of classes for me.
Still not over yet!
Got to go do some yoga =]

Love.

i knew it was coming.

I don't know how I know these things.

I seriously I have some kind of gift.

Although it only pertains to my life,
if it directly affects me.

I just know that certain things are going to happen.

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The "relationship" is over.

But he still wants me in his life?
It is just too weird.

I can try to just be friends ...
we'll see how that goes.




Love.

summer.

the most awesome time of the year!
especially august
LOL

going on a random turn around trip in a little bit ...

to San Fransisco!!

I'm sooo excited

=]

live in love.

that is definitely my motto.
ephesians 5:1&2 is my fave =]

it was read in mass the beginning of my bday week!!

and two weeks before that my name was in the first reading.

love it!!

just thought of this & had to share



I can't wait for this year in Confirmation & Youth Ministry!
It will definitely be awesome =]

No matter what happens!!

inspiration.

I just came back from watching Julie & Julia.
So of course I decided to blog!
HAHA

I absolutely LOVED the movie!!
It was so awesome how Julie was able to blog about a specific goal for a whole year!

This got me thinking ... through the movie I might add.
I NEED to blog. Write my life away.
Also, start cooking!!

I have been very busy either living life, or being lazy!!

Cooking is not one of my fortes.
But I'm not bad at it.
I just need to practice, and see what I like making.

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Fun, fun, fun week!

First of all it was my 21st birthday!!
So now nobody can tell me I can't go inside a building anymore ...
well if it's for the reason that there's an age limit at least!
LOL

This was probably the best birthday celebration I've had yet!
& it still isn't over yet!!

But really I have realized more and more that I want to get married
& cook for my husband. Then have some kids & take care of them.

Just all around happiness.
I want to have love all around me, and people ... lots of people.

I want to be in love.

So far I have been trying to live in love as Jesus wants me to =]

I think I deserve it!!

Watching love in the movies makes me want it more & more!!
I hope it happens soon.

Love.

living life

& forgetting to blog!!

I need to be more disciplined ...

but I am starting to work out!

So far everyday this week except Thursday.

That was my rest day!

Just need to make sure I do it today too!!

=]

love.

WEIRD.

that is probably the best word to describe me!
it depicts my whole life and personality.
although i do and own some main stream things ...
i am mostly ... weird!

i usually don't even match anyone i'm around!
[either in style or colors worn]

but i definitely like it ...
i don't know how i got this way!

haha

yes, that's about it!

love.

new feelings?

I know I am very immature in some areas that other people my age aren't.
It doesn't matter, I like it!


I am so innocent, especially when it comes to guys.
But it's refreshing.
Having feelings like this when you are older makes it so much more real.

Just letting a guy touch me other than a hug is a big deal to me.
I know what I'm worth, and I don't even know how I learned it really.
I just have to figure that out to teach my kin in the future.


One thing I have learned so far?
1. Don't get your hopes up, it's not worth it in the long run.

Another?
2. Honesty IS the best policy! It's so much easier that way.

Good feelings?
3. Holding hands is awesome, especially how natural it feels.

I need to write all the things I like and don't from now on.
I am still vague, I hope not many read this.

=]

love.