summer ends.

So....
after working from 8am-5pm Monday through Friday pretty much ALL summer,
it is finally over.
It was nice making more money, but it took over almost my whole summer break.
And I think it's funny that now there is a heat wave, when fall semester is starting!

Today was my first day of classes this semester.
It is nice to be back, getting into the groove of things.
It is something familiar.
I want this semester to be different.
I want to be very organized with my time,
and school work, and bills!

We are getting internet in our apartment!
My roommates and I are growing every month to be more responsible and mature.
It is a great journey.
I am so happy that I made the leap to move out of my parents house, and move
in with these wonderful young adult women.
I think we are really helping each other become successful adult women.
Whatever "successful" means for each one of us.

Well that is my update after summer.
I wish I had written during the summer,
but realistically I really didn't have any time.
Another goal this semester is to keep up with my blogging.
I like to think about what I'm learning everyday.
Maybe even blog with more pictures of my life.

Thank you for taking the time to read my blog!

love.

a real job.

I think you can call what I do from 8-5 Mon, Wed, & Fri that.
I'm going to be working full time during the summer.

Making bank!

I actually like doing this working in a cubicle thing.
I'm part of the "white collar" class now.

The next thing is wearing professional attire 3 days out of the week.
It was only one when I was working part time.

I just need to manage my money well and pay off my bills on time.

One more step to becoming a responsible adult.

Love.

happiness.

is one way to describe it.
enjoying every moment.
i didn't think i would have anything like this happen to me.


sometimes i don't think i even deserve it.
that's how i know i've always been a little pessimistic.

<3

sometimes.

I wish I was someone else.
In another place.
Another time.

But then I remember.
What it took for me to even come into this world.
All of the circumstances.
It's so much to think about.
Too much.

I am meant to be here.
But why?
What am I supposed to do?

Sometimes I think I know.
I think God might be laughing at me saying,
"You have no idea."

I want to find out!
All I can do is continue to learn, listen & pray.
Maybe I'll get closer to the answer.

Love.

a song for two.

Jorge asked me to be his girlfriend yesterday on Valentine's day
at Cat and the Fiddle while listening to Jazz music,
and of course I accepted.
So cute! =]

This was playing without the lyrics:

Don't get around much anymore

	Kol Haruach Klezmer Band - Don't Get Around Much Anymore
	Found at skreemr.com

then:

my funny valentine

	Bernadette Seacrest and her Provocateurs - My Funny Valentine
	Found at skreemr.com

First one sound's good, but the lyrics are less than preferable. LOL
Second one is cute & funny, but I don't know if it should be "our song."

I think we will find another song that is amazing =]

Love.

feeling.

New feelings.
I've never felt before.

It's amazing!

So real, it's scary!

Makes me feel alive.

I'm happy.

=]

Love.

BEST.

?

EVER!

=]

Love.

running through my head.

I have been reminded of Justin many times in this week!

Sunday: Natalie
Monday: Kiley & Martin
Today: Tatu song playing.

I think that I need to visit him.
He needs people who love him.

He was like a brother to me,
why do I have to think about it so much?

Tatu: All the thing she said, all the things she said, running through my head, running through my head, all the things she said. It is not enough.

Do I really look like one of those girls, or was he just messing with me?

Love.

groundhog's day.

First of all,
I actually really like that movie!

Phil saw his shadow, so we will have winter for another 6 weeks.
But he's only 39% accurate, so should I believe it?
What does winter really mean in southern California?
I guess some more rain.

I'm okay with that.

I wasn't here for the crazy storms, so I'd still like some more rain.

Now if I had to relive a day over & over until I finally got it right,
I would try to kill myself too.

But it's a good lesson.

I just hope that I am living everyday to the fullest.
That I'm doing what I was meant to do.

I think today will end up being a great day.

=]

p.s. Both of my history classes are great. Highlights of my tues/thurs, but I think Biology is going to make this a very long semester!

Love.

happyness.

I think I deserve it.
I've gone through enough already!

I just need to listen to my heart this time.
I can't always rely on my brain to help me.

<3

Love.

p.s. I know it's spelled wrong =]